Money is Boring

Dealing with money is really lame. I mean, getting a paycheck is fine, and buying stuff is fine, and even buying groceries and paying rent is ok, but having to pay gas bills and health insurance and figure out my taxes and pay off loans and wonder if I'm going to have a job this summer and whether I can get anyone to sublease my apartment...that is getting me down. Maybe that's why I came home from work and started playing games on neopets.com again (haven't for a couple years).

Went to Topeka today. I kinda liked it. Different atmosphere. Not that I really got to see much of the place. Just drove through a few blocks on my way to work.

I've been reading through Passion and Purity (VERY slowly this time) for about the 3rd time. You definitely take away different things from it when you've got someone particular in mind than when you don't. I fall into the second category right now. Not that there's not men I admire, but I'm not fooling myself. When God begins that relationship, then the man will pursue me. I won't have it any other way.